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God, Sex, and Rich People's avatar

“Have you ever experienced the loneliness of feeling like no one knows who you used to be?”

I loved this line. I spent dinner last night with my roommates who witnessed (unknowingly) my hardest years of transformation in NYC. Having access to people who knew previous iterations of you is such a beautiful gift. Knowing they’ve held your heart through the alchemy…anyway. I loved this piece. ❤️❤️

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Emily Gordon's avatar

"Held your heart through the alchemy". Exactly. Those friends are few in my life which makes them all the more precious.

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Debbie Craig's avatar

Loved the post. Proud of you for being so daring and vulnerable. Listened to some Brené Brown podcasts today. Good stuff

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Erin's avatar

"She didn’t know when she wrote it how good her life would be" really got me. What a joy to read. Thanks for sharing.

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Emily Gordon's avatar

Erin, we knew each other in some of those hard days. Bless us in 2009, we had no idea either.

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Erin's avatar

Exactly! I was thinking as I was reading that if you swapped the smaller details out, this could’ve been me… and I'm guessing a lot of us from that “era” in life. Thanks for eloquently putting into words a very vulnerable and familiar feeling for many of us.

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Jinny's avatar

“He was telling me so clearly that he was not right for me. I heard that he needed me to try harder and do more” … that’ll preach.

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Debi Boyles's avatar

I thoroughly loved this post. You are so painfully honest and real. I've shared with my daughter and granddaughter.

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Emily Gordon's avatar

Debi, I'm honored. Thank you.

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Audrey's avatar

Love your posts, Emily. They are relatable and real. Keep 'em coming!

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becky's avatar

i love that song, and i love this post. my halfway around the world "he's just not that into me" happened in two parts, europe and korea. same dude though. oops.

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Kay Martin's avatar

Everything you write speaks to me. Thank you for sharing your wisdom at such a young age!

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Emily Gordon's avatar

I sometimes think I'm wise, which is really the first sign of foolishness. But at least in this instance, I do feel like I gained a lot of perspective over the years. Sometimes it takes a long time to see yourself clearly.

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